I needed to vent, even if no one reads it.
I felt the need to vent, somewhere, without having people breathe down my back and bitch about it. :/
So I really like my best friend, Erika. But I'm not sure what's on with us anymore. We dated for seven hours, and then she broke up with me because she was still in love with her ex-boyfriend, Wolfie. That was on the first, and everyday since then she's been basically calling me everyday crying because Wolfie did this or Wolfie did that, and she's hurt. So I listen, and just get over it, and each time I try to help her get over him.
But as soon as I thought she would finally tell him that she still loved him, to see if things will ease up for her, things get worse- for both of us. She goes to his house, and when she gets back, she says that all they did was makeout. So I find out later, that wolfie had a girlfriend at that time, and didn't tell Erika for the most part. Erika goes home and tells Wolfie's GF that she gave him a blowjob and he fingered her .... so she lied to me.
Why can't I get over it? I let it drop, by not talking to her about it. But I'm really seriously hurt, and I can't talk to her about it, cause I'm scared to mess up our friendship. She supposedly still likes me, but she doesn't show it. I want to be MORE than her best friend, I want to be her girlfriend. But she, obviously, won't let that happen.
I was stupid to fall for her, I see that now. So why can't I just let her go?
:/ Feedback, anyone? If you read it. It'd be much appreciated. Please and thankyou ..
<3
So I really like my best friend, Erika. But I'm not sure what's on with us anymore. We dated for seven hours, and then she broke up with me because she was still in love with her ex-boyfriend, Wolfie. That was on the first, and everyday since then she's been basically calling me everyday crying because Wolfie did this or Wolfie did that, and she's hurt. So I listen, and just get over it, and each time I try to help her get over him.
But as soon as I thought she would finally tell him that she still loved him, to see if things will ease up for her, things get worse- for both of us. She goes to his house, and when she gets back, she says that all they did was makeout. So I find out later, that wolfie had a girlfriend at that time, and didn't tell Erika for the most part. Erika goes home and tells Wolfie's GF that she gave him a blowjob and he fingered her .... so she lied to me.
Why can't I get over it? I let it drop, by not talking to her about it. But I'm really seriously hurt, and I can't talk to her about it, cause I'm scared to mess up our friendship. She supposedly still likes me, but she doesn't show it. I want to be MORE than her best friend, I want to be her girlfriend. But she, obviously, won't let that happen.
I was stupid to fall for her, I see that now. So why can't I just let her go?
:/ Feedback, anyone? If you read it. It'd be much appreciated. Please and thankyou ..
<3
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